More on Wintergirls...and REAL winter!

I just realized I never finished writing about the books I am reading...well, I have not finished Wintergirls yet, and I think I accidentally left it at school, so I will have to finish that the last week of break after I get home. Also, I haven't had as much time for reading yet this break as I thought I would...so sad. But, the next couple of days I will be reading more because we will settle into relaxing for the holidays, and it is raining and cold outside here in Arkansas. Perfect weather to stay inside and read! I am re-reading A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens. There's a purpose behind this reading (if you're a Decathlete, you'll know why), but I actually enjoy this book because of Dickens' character sketches and political statements. This book is virtually a political treatise in story form. Dickens doesn't really hold back on what he believes, but I think if you read this book from the political commentary lens, it holds more interest and fascination as a viewpoint on a stormy time in the world. It is certainly not his richest storytelling, but that is okay...we all need to diversify, even authors!

Highlights and Lowlights of Reading so far this fall...

Well, the good news is that I have several books that I am really excited to be reading...Wintergirls (almost finished) by Laurie Halse Anderson, The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold (halfway through it) and we have finished reading and are working on our final project for Speak in my 9th grade English classes. I am very happy, at this point, to be finished with Speak, though I love the book, and I honestly find more literary devices in that book everytime I read it, reading it with about 100 9th graders over three months does make one a little tired of a novel after awhile. Though I think it is incredible that books like Speak are still being written, when it is easier to just, y'know write about vampires or something like that. The Lovely Bones is a book where you expect it to be about one thing, but actually find that it is about something else. I thought this story would be about a family's vengeance, unforgiveness, and tragedy...although it contains all of these things, the focus is given instead to recovery, hope, and healing. What an awesome way to write a book that starts out with a tragedy. I am not saying that some parts are not creepy and dark...they are, but the descriptions unravel the darkness by highlighting different methods of coping with reality. If you like reading about families, "true-life" tales, and coming of age- read this book! It is a page-turner and I can't wait to finish it.

Wintergirls...

Although we are not very familiar with the idea of winter around here in southern CA, I thought this book held fascinating ideas of how dealing with anorexia (or bulemia)- or any other serious mental health issue seems to limit the sufferer to only dealing with life as if in a wintry haze. The protagonist of the book, a term I use loosely, because sometimes you feel so frustrated with Lia as a character that you wish she would just fade into nothingness like she seems to want to do, Lia, is a girl who is lost in the winter of her deeper issues: control, self-inflicted stress and worry, and the idea that if she stays pure, she will win the war against the forces working against her.

summer is a time for...finishing what we start!

All books serve a purpose in one's life, and, I believe that books can serve the general purpose of reminding me that I CAN finish what I start. Sometimes life seems to drag on with no real termination to the work, relationships, personal growth, etc. Time simply marches on, and I, as a human who wants to feel I accomplished something every so often, can feel overwhelmed by simply the fact that nothing is ever DONE! But, books can be purposeful in that, when I finish them, I feel a tiny sense of triumphant relief that there is something that is completed in the world. Yet reading also serves more specific functions, so I am listing the books I have completed recently, as well as descriptions of the smaller functions each one played in my life. I finished Stardust. Loved it! And it rocks compared to the movie (although I have to say, I am learning that comparing books to movies might be a bit ridiculous...more on that later). This book functioned as a fun release from the stress and busy-ness of the end of the year- how can I be stressed when somewhere in the Land Beyond the Wall there is a young man and a star being pursued by an evil haggy witch who is trying to hold onto eternal youth for herself and her two grouchy, haggish sisters? Then, I read a chicklit book called One Fifth Avenue by Candace Bushnell (yes, the woman who created Carrie Bradshaw in the book Sex and the City). That one served its purpose as a fun, page-turning beach read. It also made me think about Real Estate...and how, in the big city, it is one of the most important things you make a decision about...I have been thinking about that a lot because of recent experiences, and I think this book highlighted the mystique and seductiveness that certain addresses play on our psyches. Finally, I finished a book by Ray Bradbury about his experience working with John Huston on the movie version of Moby Dick in Ireland, which has a mystique all its own. Bradbury's writing reminded me about how funny, engaging stories are funny and engaging no matter what time period or land you live in, and people have this human instinct to make sure their stories are shared that should be a serious consideration when writing or listening to others. So, this book got me into a frame of mind to start thinking about going back to school, and what I want to give my students when it comes to teaching them about why stories HAVE changed and influenced the world. Hmmm...now I have to go get ready for a new start to a new school year! Share with me your summer reading (both old and new students) and something that you learned or gained from a book this summer...

connections to The Alchemist...

Well, right now I am reading Stardust by Neil Gaiman, which is an excellent, slightly twisted fairy tale. I see connections between the boy in The Alchemist and the main character, Tristran, in Stardust, because they are both attempting a quest. The boy (Santiago) attempts to fulfill his Personal Legend, his dream of seeing the Pyramids in The Alchemist. We see him have to survive robbery, discouragement, distraction (by working for the crystal merchant for a year), and a looong trip through the desert. In a similar way Tristran is also trying to fulfill a dream, which is to marry the prettiest girl in his small town whom he believes to be in love with. He embarks on this trip through the land of Faerie in order to acquire a star...anyways, it's a loooong story too. Like the boy, Tristran also experiences obstacles. The star is not so willing to accompany him to his small village, he is also robbed, and he suffers through several attempted murders, as well as being turned into a mouse. Even though the story is a fairy tale, and The Alchemist is a little more realistic in its telling, I still think there are many similarities in the idea that we all must go on journies to search for something important.

My impression of the Alchemist, Part 2

This image connects to the Alchemist because Santiago travels through a desert. The desert, in some ways, actually represents a time in life when we might not be able to actually see our dream realized, but we know it is ahead of us somewhere. Since deserts are vast and dry with sparse vegetation, the fact that Santiago crosses one to find his treasure means that we might have to cross a "desert-like" space in order to realize our dreams. I think "deserts" might look differently to different people. For instance, a desert to me might be a time of loneliness where I don't feel that I have many supportive people around me. But a desert time to another might be where they don't have the finances necessary to support them or a tight budget.

Dear Neil Gaiman,

I am excited to start reading your book, Stardust. I have been waiting to read it for awhile, and now I have decided (with the help of a high school senior who inspired me by reminding me that I always have time to read) to start it. I was going to wait until summer, because often it just seems too much to actually find time to read during the school year. But that is an excuse. If it is a priority, then I need to make time to do it. I am excited about your book because, first of all, the movie was cool (though a little cheesy). I was intrigued by the purely fantastical story and the humor that you managed to weave throughout. So, I think your book is just what the doctor ordered. I need some light humor and darker fantasy in my life. Also, your book was given to me as a gift by someone else who is a terrific reader and who I often find shares the same opinion as me on books. So, that is a high recommendation indeed if she actually bought the book for me. I am excited to read...so excited that I will try to start it tonight...I will let you know what I think of it when I am further through it. In the meantime, Coraline, based on your graphic novel, is out in the theaters. I think my boyfriend and I are going to see it this weekend...I can't wait! Blessings, M. Crabtree

Paris blogging...

Hi everyone, If anyone's interested, I will be keeping a separate Paris blog for my trip. The address is parisinwinterdrizzles.blogspot.com. so if you want to find out what Ms. Crabtree did on her break, and how Paris in the winter REALLY is, check it out. Hope everyone else enjoyed their break as much as I did (however, I was in PARIS!!!) and that you relaxed and spent time with lots of cool people. Also, if you get to go anywhere fun, I definitely want to hear about it! You could even post comments about your break activities on my Paris blog.

Are dreams that we dream at night REALLY that important?

Carolyn, and other students, really seem to believe that dreams tell you something REALLY important. BUt I don't know. I don't know if I would really trust a dream. Like, if I was in a really tough situation and I dreamt about it, I don't know if I would really believe what happens in a dream. I think dreams might be a way our brains process information and give us rehearsal scenarios. But I would be skeptical of a dream that might tell the future or guide me in making a decision.

What Dreams Are Made Of?

I have had some crazy dreams...there was one about Willie Nelson and Val Kilmer...a recurring one that I was chased around my hometown church by a group of witches who wanted to curse me when I was a kid...a recent one where I jerked myself awake after dreaming that I was pushed off of the Grand Canyon...etc. So, I personally waver back and forth on what dreams might really mean, why we have them, and what I believe when it comes to their significance. But I am no different from most scientists, philosophers, psychologists, and psychics...very few of whom also have definitive answers. So, since none of us really can be certain, I am curious to know what you think...what are dreams really made of and what is their significance? Share your thoughts, opinions, and beliefs about dreams in a comment posted below. Check back to see what your classmates say as well...